The time has come.
Through everything that has happened, I never took the time to explain
to people why I believed what I did, but after everything fell apart,
I also never made any effort to correct my actions.
I believed what I did for several reasons, and believed them to be
absolute truths. But, the fact is...hindsight is 20/20, and I realized
that I don't know what the truths are.
The situation that I was in was the reason I held my belief system so
solidly. However, due to recent events, that entire belief system has
been shaken and has fallen apart. I am now rebuilding my own belief
system; I am being forced to re-examine myself and re-evaluate
everything concerning otherkin.
Basically, I have come full circle and am re-awakening. Only this time
around I am defining what I believe by my own thoughts and my own
experiences, instead of what someone else tells me is the truth.
I am fully prepared to answer a slew of inquiries and a barrage of
attacks, or anything else any of you want to throw my way. I will
answer everything as honestly and as truthfully as I can.
I came here to say that I was wrong.
I don't know everything concerning therians, and I certainly don't
know everything concerning p-shifting.
I am lucky to have so many open-minded and accepting people around me,
and I hope that through this new phase of learning and rebuilding I
can absorb new things and new ideas. Thank you for being such an
awesome support group. *hugs all of you*
Thank you,
Shaderra
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...хотя это было ясно еще год назад, незадолго после создания листа.